Another two weeks has flown by without me blogging, where is my time going??? Last week I actually took my day off (Tuesday) instead of working extra hours and I still feel as though I'm running to catch up!
Work is still not occupying me (hence this entry now). I really need to decide whether I look for something else or plan my escape to the sun! Evenings and weekends when not seeing my Mom or friends, are mainly taken up spending time with Vince, either bowling or just chilling in the flat. I have to say that I've never been so happy, nor have I laughed so much; I'm sure my neighbours must wonder what's going on sometimes!!
His wardrobe is now built and a suitcase full of clothes appeared yesterday. We still haven't spoken about a 'moving in date' as such but as he always stays at mine, I guess it's as if he's moved in already anyway!
My only problem, if you can call it that, is the fact I'm still having difficulty adjusting to being just 'a partner'. That may sound stange , but what I mean is, when I was married I was 'a wife' and along with that came certain expectations and/or obligations. As a partner I have to take a step backwards and allow him his independence, space to still be an individual, not always part of a couple. Not that I suffocated my husband you understand but I think I'm still finding it difficult when he goes out with the lads or out on works do's (which seem to happen most Friday evenings) even though he always returns home to me. Maybe it's just my own insecurities making me paranoid. I do trust him (unlike the ex) and I know that he trusts me. I guess I've just got to learn to 'go with the flow', not worry about problems or situations which don't exist, learn to relax and enjoy it, after all he does make me so very happy!
