What is wrong with me??  Since taking V to the airport I've hardly slept, can't be bothered to eat and generally feel miserable.  I text him last night, couldn't help myself, telling him that I was missing him.  Got an almost instant reply, "Hi you.  Missing you too even at 3am! Had a good day on the beach, will think of you at work tomorrow xxx"  whooops, forgot about the 5 1/2 hour time difference.  Did it make me feel any better? yes, for about 5 minutes then the 'cloud' descended again!  God, is it going to be like this for the next 2 weeks???