Saturday evening and I'm home alone. Don't quite know how it happened, but saw V Thursday and Friday evenings and today took him to the airport for his 2 week holiday in Goa. There weren't tears at the airport, but there had been a few earlier in the day. Have arranged to collect him 2 weeks tomorrow. Now I have some time to reflect.
Spoke to my friend Mad Fiona this evening, she said that ex had taken her out to lunch and that he had mentioned me about 4 or 5 times but Fiona had ignored the hints and changed the conversation. Hearing this didn't actually make me feel anything, no jealousy, no wishful thinking, nothing.
Have made plans to go out with various friends over the next 2 weeks, including my male friend C who knows the full story about V. Think I may need a male perspective on what has actually happened over the last 2 weeks, just hope it's good!
moonwoman
It's good that you have some reflection time. Please go to my website at www.moonwomenspirituality.com and then go to the Love & relationship pages. Go to the section on your Love blueprint. I wish I had known this after my first marriage was over. I would not have gone on to other not so great relationships because too soon I wanted to be with a partner. I really needed reflection time.
Right now the Sun is in Aries making us want to jump into something with both feet without looking and without really thinking.
Good luck with this. Hopefully by doing the work, you will save yourself some heartache down the road.
Warm spring hugs!