Met up with a mutual friend today to exchange Christmas presents.  She hasn't had a great year either, miscarried triplets.  Had decided on a peaceful evening and maybe time to reflect on what I want to say in my 'non-letter' to ex, but the best laid plans and all that......checked my emails.....one from ex

Thanks for the parcel
I'm sorry too and wish I could turn back time but I can't
I'm not half the person I was without you and realise that now

I had sent a parcel with his slippers and a tee-shirt in (the only things of his that I had at my flat) and a Christmas card that simply read, Best wishes for Christmas and signed by me, no 'love from' no xxxx  So I don't understand the second line??  I'm sorry too....  I certainly haven't said I'm sorry.  What do I have to apologise for????  Now I'm angry, well annoyed.  I WASN'T THE ONE WHO DID ANYTHING WRONG YOU KNOB HEAD!!!  (That's about as strong as it get's from me)  I don't want to cry again, I've had enough now.......