I must apologise for not posting much this past week, but in truth there is little to say. Still no response, to my response, to the email from ex about Christmas presents and in truth I'm no longer bothered by it!
Lying in bed last night I had to mentally count up the number of days/weeks it's been since I last saw ex. Surely another good sign that I am no longer 'keeping track of time' it is simply slipping away naturally.
My diary now has parties and things to go to and do, so another good sign. But if I am now 'healing' why do I still feel down? I can happily smile and laugh with colleagues at work, but when I get home I feel exhausted and lonely.
Again while lying in bed I started thinking about if I 'need' a partner or is ot a 'want'? Am I better off alone only reliant on myself for my own happiness? Too many questions....
